wen
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
TIRED
after months of slogging at work, my body is still holding up, but everyday, only one word lingers annoyingly in my head.... FATIGUE
yes, i'm mentally tired... of the endless pipetting and experiments, from the constant need to earn money... it's not that work is really demanding, i'm coping, it's just that it all seems... kinda meaningless... i wanna go overseas for community trips, i wanna volunteer, i wanna jog in the countryside every single day, i wanna master the canon in D, i wanna be able to hold a decent conversation with my siblings, i wanna go to kl... but TIME, it's never enough... how i wish i have heaps of money right now, so my parents can stop working and stop worrying about financing my overseas study... i need a break, but there are always so many datelines to meet..
i'm just tired.
it's time to reorganise my priorities...
sometimes, we tend to get so caught up with the mundanity of work that we lose track of what really matters... it's happening .. i can feel it, see it, but i'm not sure if i can stop it.